some JOKESTER thought itd be funny to fill out our grocery list
tyler the creator discovers memes in almost the middle of 2013
F. MY FAVORITE MOVIE.
Probably A Clockwork Orange still. I haven’t seen it in years, but It’s still my go-to favorite movie in discussions. Recent favorites include Looper, the Place Beyond the Pines, Django and The Master.
U. WHERE I WANT TO BE RIGHT NOW.
Out and about. Making music. Playing shows. Touring. Crashing on couches.
C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.
Literally anyone who will watch the Simpsons and make out with me (pref likes Sonic Youth)
K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.
Very loving, but sometimes distant.
I already answered U up there, unless this wasn’t even an alphabet thing, just a direct shot at me. If so, whoops.
So, I got really personal on my last few asks, so if you don’t feel like reading some really really drawn out uppity typical teenager bullshit problems (courtesy of yours truly) just ignore my next couple posts down
A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.
My girlfriend ended up cheating on me with the smug, condescending prick guitarist from my last “band.” She’d wanted him for years, and long story short I basically let it happen and hated myself for it in the morning, but she crossed lines that were obvious boundaries and I just couldn’t see her in the same light anymore.
Which is a shame, because in all honesty, she’s cute and fun and all and sometimes I wind myself up so much because I miss her, and I miss the affection and the passion (emotionally, physically, what have you) of a relationship. The pieces are all still there but they just don’t add up anymore. I went from a loving partner and a really happy place in my life to a shivering, cold void in a matter of 24 hours. It’s still striking that I got caught up in shit like this. All I ever want is a level-headed honest, mature relationship but who am I to keep complaining, huh? I know by now I’m responsible for my own happiness, It’s just a lot of hard work to dig myself out of holes I just fell right the fuck into.
L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.
Well, sometimes I just feel like a talentless musician. I know nothing about theory, and I play a solely rhythmic instrument. I hear great music and I get overwhelmed and I want to try and emulate it but w/e making a living out of music is seemingly impossible and I have no fucking clue what my future holds.
I am, however, getting better abt my face + body.
P. WHY I HATE SCHOOL.
I drift off sometimes. I feel like friendships are slipping but what do I care, I have nothing to say anyway. I deal.
Q. RELATIONSHIP STATUS AS OF RIGHT NOW.
Single, been a rough month, wants to make out to The Simpsons or a Cursive record or something.
S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.
I swear to god I’m not this depressing in real life.
There’s also a self-compiled mix in my car of Ignition (Remix) nineteen times in a row, followed by Bump n Grind.
T. AGE I GET MISTAKEN FOR.
Older than high school? I don’t know.
“Yo, Mr. White, when are we gonna cook again, bitch?”